jfc is this working now

i don't know why i decided to make this online journal shit actually. i never know what to write in these sorts of things so i guess i'll just talk abt my week lmao.

yesterday i went to the carnival with some work friends. it's weird, i'm still not used to getting invited to that sort of thing. i have a feeling i was annoying for some of them, but everyone was still friendly so its not my problem what they think of me. besides, I know i'm the best. obviously.

we got to go on all the scary rides which was fun. not many of my friends like to do that and getting on rides all alone is kinda sad, so it was refreshing to indulge my adrenaline junkie self. i stg i have a scrape on my shoulder from one of the ones that goes upside down. that one felt so rattley and i went on it twice

i'm happy people value me enough to invite me to these things now. i guess high school rlly is nothing like the real world.

as for my website, i have the first entry for Lie In Your Diary all done and another Obscure Music here article! i'll be launching them in order this thursday and the next one so long as i dont die. or forget. i'm also trying to get my most recent blog post to display on the home page so there's more to look at there. it feels a little empty to me still.

anyways i feel bad that i can only work on my 100 page fanfic when i'm depressed or manic lmao. and i hope nobody i know finds this. i'll sooner delete the whole blog section and gaslight them into believing it was never real than admit to anyone but my closest friends and complete strangers that i feel feelings

lie ability's super secret journal